If you consider it a "flame" to be told that is a DUMB THING TO DO, then I am sorry but you could end up killing yourself. You are not a Medical Professional; Dr or Mental Health Professional. You should not be diagnosing yourself or prescribing your own medication regimine. You do not have the training, education or knowledge to diagnosis yourself.
I don't know where you are getting these medications but unless they are being prescribed by a physician it's illegal.
I am sorry to sound harsh but, I am an RN and a Paramedic and your plan is a bad one.
GinnyG on Ravelry, I'd LOVE to be in your "friends"