Christine Grandma always says sometimes you have to hit rock bottom and be sliding around in a mud pit before you can find the ladder to be able to climb out. She also says she's found herself looking up to see bottom. Hang in there girl & pray. We'll continue to pray for you and be here for you, sounds like your getting local support and that will help a lot! Sorry to hear about the damn roof in the trailer, not cool. Is there any way you could get a job, part time, say at a walmart as a door greeter or something similar to give you a sense of purpose and something to do every day?
Emily congrats on the orange belt!

How many more till you get your black belt?
Jacob asked yesterday if we could go to daily Mass today, so we're all up dressed, and eating breakfast & will be at Mass at 9am. Not sure what made him ask, but the girls all want to go too so we're going.