Did you see the pattern online? If so, maybe you can remember a phrase or several words that will help you do a google search for it. Like you could search for:
leaf scarf pattern flare knit "wear it anywhere"
the more words or expressions you can remember, the more likely you are to find it.
KnittingHelp Queen Bee
"There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep yourself open and aware to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open."
— Martha Graham