Did you see the pattern online? If so, maybe you can remember a phrase or several words that will help you do a google search for it. Like you could search for:
leaf scarf pattern flare knit "wear it anywhere"
the more words or expressions you can remember, the more likely you are to find it.
KnittingHelp Queen Bee
It is not because things are so difficult that we do not dare; it is because we do not dare that they are difficult.