*offers a hug and a shoulder to cry on* Having a good cry can be theraputic. Just curl up and let it all out. Shout, scream, beat pillows, sob. And then know that we're here for you when you're ready to talk... even if it's just to show you yarn p0rn until you smile.
It'll be okay Mason. We all have times like this. At least you've accepted it for what it is. Most people can't even get that far.
-The Fifth Element
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