Thank you all for the kind words. This has been a long weekend. My mom was able to drive up (7 hours) on Friday night and spent the weekend with us. I'm still not ready to really talk about it all yet. I've accepted what's happend and even though I don't understand _why_ I understand it happens.
My biggest issue is now how to get over what I saw. Without going into too much detail, I actually saw the baby when it happened and it was still attached. Even at 14w5d it looked like a baby. I'm not sure exactly why I had to be the one to see it and that's what I'm dealing with now.
So one more day and another step forward.