Plesee don't feel bad about the Pet Oddball Snuggle! I'm sorry I didn't see this thread earlier to tell you to not be worry over it. (I've taken over the coordination from Shandeh.)
We'd love to work on one with you, but it is much more important for you to concentrate on your health. I'm exhausted just reading through what you are going through.
I hope that all goes well for you. Please keep us posted!