It was 10 years ago this week when I sent my baby boy off to college and I remember it like it was yesterday!!!!! He went almost 1000 miles away and I was devastated. The first night he was gone I woke up in the middle of the night in a total PANIC, I was afraid I would forget what he looked like
so I had to get up and go find his picture and look at it. The next day I put his Sr picture (and my daughters when the time came) on the wall at the foot of my bed so I could lokk at them every night before I went to bed.
Four years later I sent my daughter off, it was a tiny bit easier but not a lot.
So I know EXACTLY how you feel!!