Falling Water Scarf...frustrated!

[Ginnyb]

Grrrrrrrr...my second attempt at something a little lacy, the first time I was trying to make a hat for my granddaughter and I finally gave up! Thought I would try this scarf and I have started over 4 times now! I don't know what my problem is, but I always manage to screw up and then I can't figure out where I went wrong, so I just take it all out and start over! The last time I had gotten through 2 pattern sequences before I goofed! I will conquer this, but it is really irritating me! I won't give up, I wish I could, but I am determined now. It is like an obsession, I should put it down, but I just can't!!!! I may need professional help!

Ginny