firstly sorry all i ever do on here is say what bad is going on in my life, theer is lots good that i will post about soon, honest
i got up this morning to descover the kitten had been sick in my slipper (thankfully i noticed before
my brother came into my room then saying there was something wrong with the chinchilla (you know its bad when he notices anything). saw her she was flat in her side hardly breathing (shes was an old lady).
i had to go out and leave her something i hated doing as i knew she was dying. mum sat with her (not that she knew she was driftingin and out of consiounus). i had to buy horse feed, so flew there and back after having a huge row with my dad in the car. my ds was whinging all the way tehre and back being a total pain in the neck.
came back to a very destressed chinchilla, who died at 4pm today (heart broken dosent copver it, she was more than a pet to me. i am upset at any animal i loose, but she had a hige special place with me. i decided i wanted to burry her not cremate her, so asked my dad to dig a grave whilst i hold my darling chin (couldnt leave her in her cage as she had a mate in there, who thankfully hasn't even noticed she's gone). my dad starts a row yet again whilst i am holding her. he tried to refuse to dig the grave!! i could have killed him, he did eventually do it thankfully.
ds has winged the entire afternoon since and now thankfully gone to bed, dad is still trying to argue with everyone (no idea why, just in one of those moods i guess) and my boyfriend is away so i cant complain to him about it, so a good day all in all
think i need one of these tonight for sure
on the pluss side i got loads more knitting done as i just refused to do anything else tonight