I hope you find it. I have a prepaid cell phone, I add minutes to it when I have to so that I don't lose the ones I have. I use it when I'm away from home and feel I really need to. I'm not crazy about cell phones either, but they do come in handy sometimes. I feel safer knowing I have it with me.
Cheating is an option. . . . Cheaters never win and winners never cheat, but smart knitters who want to retain an iota of sanity do, cheerfully. ~~Kory Stamper